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| A small gift from the Mac Gwylans? Plus a tiny slug. |
Today
I have had a chat to the everyday angel pigeons in our garden,
together with indulging in a rather acrimonious exchange with a
jackdaw, who seemed to feel that I wasn't putting his breakfast out
in quite the right way. I was faffing about a bit I know but Jackdaws can be terribly demanding.
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| An everyday angel, beautiful in the blossom |
Speaking
of demanding, I thought that I would share with you this possible
tiny wonder and small beauty. Every Wednesday I pop to the shops and
for a coffee with my dad-in-law. Yesterday we set off as usual and
our garden path was empty. When we came back several hours later the ceramic decoration from one of the pots in our back garden had
appeared exactly in the middle of the path! It is quite large; maybe
3 inches across, and is biscuit-thin so it must have been carried and
put down very carefully. It is a mystery.
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| Beautifully placed in the centre of the garden path |
My
only thought is that Mr Mac Gwylan the herring gull ('gwylan' is Welsh for gull) gathered it up
and put it there. Things tend to move around here, as both the foxes
and the magpies like to pick things up, play with them, and then put
them down somewhere else. A magpie recently appeared with the cover
of one of our long-gone garden lights, which is like a little sparkly
ball, in his beak and it is now often put in, or taken out of, our
garden pots. I have also seen a magpie do the same with a piece of
broken pot, but I think that this is too large for a magpie to carry
so carefully and the foxes would have been fast asleep at that time
of day.
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| Mr Mac Gwylan considering my shortcomings as a host |
You may recall that last year we looked after a herring gull chick who had come down from the roof too early in the exceptionally hot weather and had hurt his wing. If you would like to read more about him you can do that here. He was here for a few days and his parents were watching closely. There was much communication between adults and chick, although they didn't venture down into the garden. Eventually he had to go to a specialist wildlife rescue centre as we were afraid that his wing was broken (It was only a sprain. Phew!) My husband, Simon, spent much time explaining to the chick's parents that he was safe and that we were doing our best for him. We were sad at the thought that they might consider him lost.
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| Steve Mac Gwylan, the baby herring gull |
Every
year, gulls return to the same place to nest and we were overjoyed
when the Mac Gwylans returned after New Year. In the past we haven't
had much to do with them, other than admiring them on the roof and
ooohing and ahhhing at their gangly babies, but this year they have
been popping down to the garden to drink from the pool of water Simon
made for last year's chick to splash in and I have been putting out a
few mealworms for them by the garden gate. Generally, Mr Mac Gwylan
comes down first and his lady sits on the roof making concerned
noises, but she comes down too in the end or he goes up to get her.
Yesterday, when I went to fill the bird feeder, which they can't get
to as their wings are too wide, he made it quite clear that they
would also like some snacks. I wonder whether the ceramic disk was a
thank you, or a bribe! Either way it was lovely to wonder about that
and I have put it on our garden table with all our other nature
finds.
The
more that I spend time with the birds the more I feel that I
understand (a little) the amazing complexity of their communication,
the richness of their social interactions with one another, the tides
of their cyclical comings & goings. It is a beautiful thing. And
a privilege to even consider that they sometimes notice me. They feel
like family and they make this feel like home.
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| Everyday angels |
Today,
I had hoped to write about St Cuthbert, which I have been planning to
do for several weeks, but what follows is what came instead. As
Cuddy is sometimes credited as the ‘first conservationist’
for introducing laws to protect nesting seabirds on the Farne Islands
as long ago as
the 7th
Century, and was said
to have been brought gifts by ravens,
perhaps I have written what he would have wanted after all. I
try very hard to listen to what the day asks of me. I
will return to him soon, to Welsh
St Cenydd, who was born
with a disability and
cast out to
sea in a willow basket
only to be
rescued by seagulls, and to Irish St Caoimhín,
who
had a blackbird build a nest and lay an egg in his open hand when he
stretched out
his
arms out to pray, and who remained in stillness until the egg hatched
and the fledgling flew. We
have much to learn about relationship with the
wild
from our holy ancestors.
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| 'St Kevin & the Blackbird, Clive Hicks-Jenkins. From https://blueeyedennis-siempre.blogspot.com/2012/05/st-kevin-of-glendalough.html |
Returning to our gift from the gulls; of late there has been a lot of discussion here and there about the language we use when referring to the natural world. How, if we are to play our part in preserving or even saving, words matter and need to speak to the heart. We need to fall back in love with the earth. One thing that particularly struck me was the suggestion to stop talking about 'nature reserves', as though some bits of earth can be set aside for nature to live quite happily whilst we do what we like with the rest ~ to be fair, that is the prevailing mindset but it really needs to be challenged. There is no room for complacency or for feeling pleased with ourselves just because we allow something, anything, to stay green. Instead, we might really engage with what is happening and speak of 'nature refuges'; a place of sanctuary for our wild refugees who have had their homes taken by diggers, and landscapers, and poisons, who have been chased across an increasingly barren land to the very edges of endurance and survival. Our gardens, or even a little balcony or a windowsill, can be refuges too, no matter how small or unpromising we might consider them to be. It is a privilege to be in service to and to watch over any land in a world where so many are landless. There are (a very few) people on this planet who don't care about life, not even their own, and those of us who do care have to hold the line for life itself. All of nature is speaking; “don't mourn, organise”.
We
have increased numbers of everyday angel pigeons here now because the
army barracks, where so many had roosted, probably for generations,
were bulldozed last summer to make room for a new estate. It is the
same with the fire-flame foxes. There are more and more squashed into
a smaller and smaller area because their earths and hunting grounds
have been taken from them. No wonder that mange spreads amongst them.
We are currently treating several who visit our garden and who are in
a sad state. The badgers are gone; their setts, possibly centuries
old, abandoned or lost, or perhaps they just can't bear to come this
way. We shouldn’t assume that a badger’s heart can’t also be
broken. Rats, who had lived quite happily in the, by now empty, army
barracks were forced into the nearby estate and were poisoned. To
discourage them trees and bushes were cut down. Before that, despite
their close proximity to human habitation, they had bothered no one.
The one strip of green that isn't mowed every spring by the council has
also been poisoned, dowsed in glysophates, parched earth. Others put
down astroturf, because we are all just too busy to care for our
gardens. And I don't judge, or try not to; we’re ALL pushed to the very edges of
endurance and survival in one way or another and it is just one more
thing amongst many. We all fail. There is just no time to care in a world where
caring only breaks our hearts, but that is not an excuse, not really.
The crows' nests; 100 year old trees, have been felled; there was a
man, a tree surgeon, almost in tears over them at a developers
'consultation' event here last year. And even the 'affordable
housing' for these new estates are squeezed out to the edges too. It
is all the same thing; what we do to the wild we do to ourselves.
They cut down the crows' trees, destroy the foxes' earths, and make
neat little boxes as battery farms to keep us, the fodder of
Capitalism, just happy enough, but worn down just enough too.
Nina
George in her Spring 2016 essay, ‘Everything Breathes the
Revolutionary Spirit’, for ‘Gods and Radicals’ quarterly which I
return to for sustenance again and again, tells the story of four men
who were hanged in Chicago in 1887 for being leaders of a movement
demanding workers’ rights and an eight hour day. All of the men
spoke passionately and eloquently in court in their defence. One,
August Spies, used examples from nature to suggest that revolution
and resistance are a natural state; that “a force can be brought to
try to push us down but this can never stop us. We rise. We grow. No
one can stop the inevitable growth of the land, its people, and the
forces we contain...Revolution is ever present in all beings’
spirits and lungs.” Everything breathes the revolutionary spirit; a
plant that’s cut down will grow again wherever it can, birds who
lose their brood will lay more eggs. Life is always bubbling up
through the cracks. We must embrace that energy; finding the cracks
where life can get in and playing our part in putting it, and keeping
it, there for as long as we can. And if, and when, that fails, we
must look for more cracks. As Nina George writes, we must be “the
green fuse that refuses.”
And
we do all need to refuse and find refuge; not to be thought of as us doing our
wildlife a 'favour', because we need refuge too and I am quite sure
that I gain more from the beings who find shelter here than they from
me. But this is one time when we are all in it together. All of
nature is in deep communication and trying to communicate with us, in
solidarity. “Wake up!” they say, “remember that you are not
alone.” The badgers, the foxes, the nettles, the blackthorn, the
bees; everything breathes the revolutionary spirit. And of course
they are speaking to us. Our planet is dying and we are the ones who
are killing her. Why would they want us to give up and sink into
despair? There is only even more death that way.
But we do have power, although we are encouraged to think otherwise. Where there is still even the tiniest piece of land for us to call kindness and generosity in there is hope. And so I will rejoice in being told off by jackdaws, and in spending money we haven't got on birdseed, and speak out when it's suggested to me that we buy wheat-free seed to 'put off' the pigeons, because what matters more in life than the breaking of bread in good company, and I will believe that the herring gulls, who are on the RSPB red list as being 'at risk' on our hugely nature depleted little island, have brought us a precious ceramic disk as a gift, because I have to believe that they too know there is still love and hope in the world.
But we do have power, although we are encouraged to think otherwise. Where there is still even the tiniest piece of land for us to call kindness and generosity in there is hope. And so I will rejoice in being told off by jackdaws, and in spending money we haven't got on birdseed, and speak out when it's suggested to me that we buy wheat-free seed to 'put off' the pigeons, because what matters more in life than the breaking of bread in good company, and I will believe that the herring gulls, who are on the RSPB red list as being 'at risk' on our hugely nature depleted little island, have brought us a precious ceramic disk as a gift, because I have to believe that they too know there is still love and hope in the world.
"For
Earth to survive, she needs your heart. The songbirds and the salmon
need your heart too, no matter how weary, because even a broken heart
is still made of love. They need your heart because they are
disappearing, slipping into that longest night of extinction, and the
resistance is nowhere in sight. We will have to build that resistance
from whatever comes to hand: whispers and prayers, history and
dreams, from our bravest words and braver actions. It will be hard,
there will be a cost, and in too many implacable dawns it will seem
impossible. But we will have to do it anyway. So gather your heart
and join with every living being.” (Deep Green Resistance)
Thank
you, Mr and Mrs Mac Gwylan for the wild eye of your prayer. I am
listening, with every cell I am listening.
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| True love |
Aho
mitake oyasin. For all our relations.
